heya. well kinda bored and a bit depressed. somewhat thinking i might have gone out today, someone was somewhat willing to accompany me budden well dunno, suddenly stopped msging and as usual i didn't bother pursuing why, some 'social escort' so i juz went abt what i was doing at home n the day "flew" pass? that would be a lie, it more like crawled pass. as usual managed to clear my back log of anime to watch, well most of it. but well thats not exactly my no1 preference of things to do... sighzzzzz. well managed to icq with a suprising number of pple whom i hardly or never did before, well actually they were the ones bothering me, not that i mind that much when i was oh so bored. one of them was teresa, tat rj clarinetist whom i dun really even bother to say hi to wheni ever see her on the streets. so yeh suprised, it seems she got some comfy office room job where she she sits there all day freezing her butt off and icqing. sighzzzz.
well sat went for the vj band bbq, which is their stj. it was really quite boring coz we missed the afternoon program and they cancelled the night one, well that one deserved to be scrapped for eternity, but they shld have made a new one, coz it was really boring without anything happening at night, apart frm the same old boring mass dance which nobody really seems to like anymore. we even left before mass dance happened (i assumed it did), coz it was already late. dunno what the organisers were doing. well if was fun seeing they got wet, one of the fun things they did. and well some look, oh so wet.... yeah... Vj band girls you3 qian2 tu2. oh but now 1st 3 months only hor, wonder how many would actually stay in Vj, not many by the looks of past history. oh well... although boring, the bbq wasn't too bad anyway, coz mainly i got to see my group of yr3s again, especially for a few whom i really havn't seen at all in ages, that would be miss zookeeper. haha really pei fu she can put up with such a job....
ah lets see... sunday got up. went gym with engmeng and yiming. yanlong was supposed to go.... *gasp* amazed right. kinda felt like it since havn't been doing much of that in camp recently. met another 3 ri/rj guys. one was in vj. well one was ganesh, the super muscular super strong indian. he is like woah, muscle man now... anyway they seem to go there regularly on sundays to workout, and well i'll try to go too as often as possible... i'm already working out all week, might as well be doing so on weekends too...
ah well... gonna be going back to camp soon tonight... well dreary but dun feel that bad, coz it wun be a full week in a row. results r coming out on wed, or maybe thurs. so yar will be able to book out at least. but how i'll feel abt collecting results is another thing altogether. so blardie stressed..... argh.... maybe i'll begin praying to some unknown higher body for help. yar right... silly me... argh. my future is about to be determined, good or bad i'm supposed to take it in my stride.. but really what do pple do if they do badly???????