Wednesday, December 09, 2009

omg im gonna go crazy. its hard to believe how long i've been bumming about already. in fact i haven't even had any interviews for the past few months up to this week. just recently had an interview with ST kinetics and another with a VC firm. sigh. i think i probably screwed up at my interviews again. the VC firm emailed me te same day to tell me their not continuing with my application. and the ST one, supposed to get back to me early this week. so ya i guess its another lost cause too. SIGH. im just bad at interviews i know. how does one give off the vibe that he's willing to work and do anything, work hard. yet also show that i want to work there, like its my life calling. lol. im in such a slump.
i ran at the StanChart Singapore Marathon last weekend. 21.1km. it was pretty exciting, although i really wasn't well prepared for it so it was such a pain to run. plus my fren who supposed to run with me wimped out. (not surprised really. he talked about going to the gym since yr2 in uni till now and probably has been there only once). but ya, it was fun cause there were so many people, there are always people running around u, whether in front or behind. so kinda constantly motivated to keep going. not like the last time i ran at AHM years ago, eventually the road got lonely after the crowd dispersed (went ahead without me). anyway, i'll totally do it again. probably try to train abit more and get a better timing too. ftw.