sheesh. wad a lousy week. felt like i've really just been totally wasting time. sit n home n rot, waiting for time to past. its like even my body gen wo guo bu qu lor. falling kinda sick, but not tat sick, tat getting better then just feeling downright lethargic. then now kenna some rashes. i call it heat rash coz it came out frm nowhere lar, for no rhymn or reason either. think its just my body hates me. mistook muscle ache for sick ache, coz havn't used my muscle then suddenly push myself to do a paltry 20pushups. like my shoulders wanna drop off the next day. think my body forgot i had muscles n named them fat instead. so they work more like fat then muscles. argh.....
anyway rot rot, i've still nothing much productive to do. most exciting thing to happen this week wld be golf lessons. the one yiming pang seh us, but we still carry on. first things first, its a hard ass think to master. i suck at it man..... just can't get anything close to the swing, n i dun mean regularly, i mean at all. i'm just totally not even getting there, not even as a fluke u know. its so darn irritating. i swing like a pussy, no doubt abt it. killing the cushion at the same time. n in so doing killing my hands. well klling all our hands, the friction to the left hand hurts quite a bit. gonna buy gloves. dun care, although my hand totally recover already but i anna protect it. haha its quite a lot of balls to hit. but i know 50 is already supposed to be quite little, coz tat is the minimum u can dispense at once in the first place. so if 50 did tat to my hands, need gloves! then can concentrate more on the swing n less on the pain. yup yup...... its all in the swing. piackz.

shld i go NTU/NYP band concert?