hey, havn't bothered to post anything in here for ages. did a few posts at Multipy a while back, nothing much really.... aniwae, life has been mundane. camp and stuff, really hardly any of the stuff, been missing lotsa gatherings coz of other commitments and so much stuff had happened. its already been a month since my grandfather and julius passed away. life is short and i'm really not living mine any better. kinda sad isn't it...
think i've been decieving myself for almost a yr now. hopefully wun need to do so anymore after feb. coz then i wld finally be free of the army and perhaps myself. is it me? or juz life itself.