ahh the long weekend i had was pretty good but going out was kinda sianz. yesterday go out like everybody no mood, quite sianz. and in the end i was quite pissed, but i juz couldn't show them my pissed face. dunno why. am i holding my temper better or was i juz too sianz to even bother flaring up. but i was definitely not happy, see the fake smile i can give..... haiyar. later also wait so long for ahmeng's fren with him, really like frm leaving town quite early to reaching home quite late. irritated but okay lar, was having stupid fun making jokes coz the whole place was crowded with malays coz paya lebar mrt is like some mat congregation area, especially when hari raya is juz arnd the corner. hahaha
this is bad, i got so sianz my mood was no good esp at the end of the night. real bad, miss her so much. why am i saying this? i'm most prob going quite mad again...