Tuesday, October 15, 2002

ahhhh listening to Persis now, the vjcsb recording. really brings back memories of last yr. can't really say fond memories but memorable ones anyway. can juz feel the feelings we poured out to produce this piece. ahhh haha , stupid girl been on away for 1 and a half hours that when i finally decide to call it for the night she goes on. hahaha, maybe go drink water slack slack a bit and see if she's still arnd. quite dumb....
been thinking after reading Time magazine yesterday. still remember in the not too distant past when life seemed all so stable and safe. like "wow there's a war going on way way over there, hah die pple die....", well tats a way over exaggerated view, but hopefully u get what i mean. but look at life now, planes crashing into buildings, flying viruses in the air in the form of white powder, bombs blowing up here and there and even pple getting shot on the streets for no reason. well okay, then i remember Only in America does such cock up shit happen. but tats not true either anymore. bomb blew up in Bali, remember i've been there before. its juz in nearby Indonesia. and even s'pore has its own bit of terrorist problems, with those stupid Mats wanting to blow up the bus of americans near Yishun mrt? yar tats right. its quite freaky if u really think abt it, coz everything juz seems so random. u'll never know what will happen. of course i'm juz freaking myself out here, well i'm juz saying it really. but ya know, there's really no way to know. the world juz ain't so safe any longer, i dun feel safe any longer. well actually i do, but u get this sense of dread, that well someday its goodbye to this world. and this day may not be when i'm really old and decrepit (hopefully filthy rich)...
ahh well life goes on. hafta mug, have to do well. PRACTICALS START ON MONDAY. ALL U PRICKS OUT THERE WAKE THE HELL UP!!!!!!! yar that was really for myself, still havn't got into the ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM study mood yet. meaning i'm OFFICIALLY a screwed up kid. 23 days to MAIN PAPERS PPLE. get ur ass up and start working for ur As, it may already be too late, but no harm trying right? hahaha... i'm saying this but i'm not doing it. how hypocritical of me. i can juz shoot myself. which reminds me i finished WC3 today. wahahaha NO MORE COMPUTER GAMES FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUG MUG MUG.......
hmm havn't written such a long and explosive blog in a long time. CAUSE I'M SO VEXED FROM STUDIES!!! so i juz hafta. and its not even about her. er2 nu3 si1 qing2 can all go to hell for now. GOTTA MUG~ yup. i can do it!