hey hey. its not even an hr since i started studying juz now and i've officially given up on preparing for maths S tonight. there's juz so much that i dun understand and so much to look through. its like even if i can understand everything i copied during maths S paper, how can i read through all of? and somehow be able to apply it for tml..... doubt i can do it. today was even worse. phy S was damn shit. wanted to go "it was a whack" but as joyce so happily pointed out to me tats supposed to be a term for damn good. so cannot use, its not really damn good, but wanna whack my head coz its hard. well S paper i didn't really expect less, actually i expected more like totally clueless, fortunately i could still do a bit bit. the rest anyhow whack... well for all those who heard me say "I'm a whack" ever so often, u shld now realised i was really trying to scold myself and not being hao lian....
oh well.... this week has been enough of a disappointment anyway... GP, maths, physics, chem , bio, all a flop in their own rights. found that i can't get a single A this prelims, since even maths i got a B. physics also a B, argh argh. damn shit...... GP.... failed essay!!! argh.... end up juz scraping a pass once again, really shld be getting at least Bs for GP by now, but i'm still permanently stuck arnd these grades.... AHHHHH. Chem , D!!!!!! everything was practically sucky, structured was barely there, essay was barely there, mcq was barely there, even prac which most pple did well was barely there. so overall.... barely there. a few marks over 50%, add add add become slightly more marks above 50% so D lar.....die die die, need to come back for 1 week of chem remedial and well bio essays not back, but i juz dun see how i'm gonna pass it. comeon, face it, i failed every single part except MCQ, which proud to say i got 31/40. the rest...... somehow mcq pulled me up i guess, so i need to pass my essays to pass overall. whichever way say hi to Bio R too... like bio dept already wants everybody to come down for 1 week not enough..... really gonna be one cramped study break. well tats a paradox ain't it, STUDY BREAK. hahaha..... sux