Tuesday, May 14, 2002

oh, juz another day, where i come home really quite tired, with little intention of studying for the upcoming chem common test. oh well.
do u pple out there ever get irritated, when u finally get ur engine started and decide to do a bit of studies/work. and juz when u begin the formulate a thought in ur mind, or read the first sentence of ur notes, u are rudely interupted by a phone call or perhaps a loved one checking in on you. well i seem to get very irritated... and after that, well my engine would take even longer to get working again. and tat seriously pisses me off, coz the very thing their showing concern abt is being disrupted by them. argh. hate studing...... i really should get a DND sign on my door, budden i would have to close the door and it'll be real hot.... sighzzzzz
aniwaez, juz bumming arnd online again. i have this dreadful feeling tml during the "vetting"? tml. i feel like the woodwind ensemble has the highest chance of being the ones to be kicked out. at first i was quite sure it would be the perc ensemble. but well they started practising, and i feel tat they really weren't too bad today. but oh well, whoever gets kicked out, i hope there would be no hard feelings.....well which ever way, i also wouldn't want to be the ones kicked out.
oh wellz.... i really got to somehow get my mind focused on studies. Chem common test is this saturday, and even more importantly, prelims are juz round the corner, in a few months, we'll be all sitting in the hall taking our exams followed by the "A' levels. dammit. so much to do, so much to do.
well quite excited this week, coz after chem common test i'll be doing ushering for our sch's guitar ensemble, hopefully i can get a free show at the mean time, but really more interested in the experience of doing ushering, think its quite interesting and of coz i want the CIP hrs and well do need it very much. And there is also sunday, which is big walk. I believe this is also the first time i'll be taking part in big walk, and i hope to have lotsa fun, coz we're all going, and yar she is too. yeah which is gd. and probably gonna all watch Attack of the clones after that too. yeah. but damn, i still havn't watched Spiderman. i'm such a damn loser. can't stand it. i doubt i can find any pple to go with me anymore. sighzzzzz.......