heyz. feel like its the sch holz already, well at least i'm not doing any work or give a shit. sheesh, majestia is juz round the corner and this shit had to happen. to who? not me... nono, i wun get so worked up. its andy. yar qutie screwed up now, i'm not supposed to say anything about it, but still some of the stuff he said really affects me very much.
i dunno if i'm juz easily influenced by others or what. but guess he's our gd friend, and well his well being really does effect us and it really affected his whole section too. i really dunno what to do. he's probably not gonna play for Majestia, but that really is his decision.
sux lar, i really find that we dun really know each other well. juz coming to jc, becoming friends seem to be a matter of conveniance. we dun really know each other well in the end... sighz even back in sec sch i also dun really seem to have any really gd friends. u can say i'm a loner, i get along very well with the band pple, but yet i also dun really seem to know them. how they work, how they think. guess i'm juz a loner, yet neither do i really know myself all that well. i have no goal in life. juz drifting along. i've no idea what i'm doing here or why i am here. but yet i'm here to stay and continue to ... be.