argh.. dieeeee gonna fail physics, juz like everybody else. damn bunch of stoopid qns, left 3 blank worth almost 20 marks. of coz pple who read this would be railing back at me,"why are u complaining?? i left blah blah blah blank too and more , yada yada yada." Well i dun care, i still feel bad tat i'm gonna do sooo badly... i guess i would be even more pissed if i do badly and yet beat lloyd, then i would have to treat the bunch of them to something. tat is really quite pissifying, i mean i would happily treat if i did well, but how can i do well?? argh...... cannot set low standards, tats what the not so smart pple do. haha.. oops, very bad.
argh so hungry now. why wun dinner time come faster?!?! knew i should have ate more for lunch, had a pathetic and suprisingly X meal, perhaps coz i ate Lao Mai Kai, which being tim sum, is naturally eX. oh well... but guess it wasn't too bad, better than those pre-packed ones u buy frm ntuc, but still can't quite cut it. maybe my standards are a bit high, as i was saying to yanlong, budden yar lar, i'm Canto (major tim sum eater) so yeah, tat was lousy. I really wanna go HK again, and feast on tim sum. sheesh, i'm juz making myself more hungry, stupid stupid.
Today Mr Luk made us play 2 new songs tat were like SOoooo hard.... its unbelieveably worse than Symphony no.5 Finale. At first the Roumanian Folk Dance did not seem tat bad, budden well some parts were quite sicking. but the worse was still The Thunderbirds was way worse. there were so many sharps, and it was all printed beside the notes, making the score look super black. And all of the sudden, i was into a clarinet solo tat just seemed to go on and on. And it didn't help tat it did not sound like a melody at all, but consisted of , yes u guessed it, MORE sharps and some trills and wadeva. i was liking struggling my way and got lost, and at that moment the band had to suddenly (almost) all stop , which would be the part i stand out even more, but well i couldn't play anything, being hopefully lost. Well we plodded through a bit more of the piece when the trumpets laughed at a part coz they were also hopefully lost and so we kinda gave up on the piece (temporarily).
In summary, it was bad. I never really expected to ever play such difficult pieces, what i used to think was major difficult is now quite okay, but this is like in a class of its own. My estimate is about grade 7/8. sighzzzzz. We just can't cut it...
errrr.... i've unwittingly written so much, maybe later then....