sighzzzz.... its the middle of the night and i'm in this utterly depressed mood. wads wrong with me, i can't sleep and i want lotsa food... need help. the pple over in irc are all toking and toking and nothing seems to make sense, like i'm juz not within the flow. an outider. some of them r going out tml to study.. sux, she is going too. but how can i go?? i actually need to study, and neither can she be bothered to ask me. tat muz be why i'm so depressed. tried toking to her on icq, but nothing seems to make sense either, we're not even toking crap, we're toking nothing. how do tok nothing? i dunno, its juz nothing. why............ can't even tok to her now. life sux ya know.... i dun even know what i'm blabbering anymore, nothing ever makes sense anymore....
i'm lost, drifting along the tides of other pple, and yet i dun even get wet....sighzzzz.... wad r pple for, and i call some of them my friends too....
wonder if anybody would ever go " Yar i know him, he's my friend", i would more expect, "yar, he's in our band." "my sch one wad, i know him". no marks are left in everflowing water....